So in the past three days I have managed to insert dilator #1, #2, and #3! This isn't without a little pain. But no pain means no gain!
The second dilator was a slight burning inserting but went away really quickly after it got passed my PC muscles. I had the courage to insert # 3 today because I thought hey, it is not that much bigger...and I did!!! It was more burning/discomfort than the second one, but it was bearable. So I left it in until the pain stopped.
Can you believe it! I have never been able to insert anything into my vagina since I was 12 and now I can do it! And now I only have three more to go!!!
It also helps that Alex and I have created a reward system. For every dilator I get in, I get a treat that raises in increments of $10. So the first dilator was $10, second $20, and third $30 and so on...so I got myself a little something special from Sephora :) Woohoo! Progress feels good!
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