So its been almost two months since the first time. And knock on wood...things have slowly been getting better!
First off, I don't need to use dilators anymore! Thank goodness. I am ready to throw them away...haha.
Sex has been good once it gets going. It is still really mechanical in the beginning but once we can find the right angle and position things are great. I can't wait for the day where sex is more spontaneous!
Also we moved up to Alaska for the summer to work and my husband is gone for a week at a time. I thought I would have a problem with regressing if we weren't practicing everyday but so far I have been able to stay the same.
I just feel so much lighter these days. This heavy burden is off my shoulders and I feel like I can breathe and live. I now need to focus on me and start getting healthy. I have gained so much weight from being stressed out and busy working on the vaginismus program. So now that I don't spend hours a day thinking/working/being obsessed with vaginismus, I am going to start spending hours a day working on me! I think it is time to start a new blog!
PS... if anyone comes across my blog with the same condition, please don't hesitate to contact me if you need advice, help, or just someone to talk to! You aren't alone!
